Therapy... You have no idea

[Yaoiboy]

So many days go by
so many flowers die
and still you do not see me.

I try so hard to protect you
to perfect myself for you
and still you do not see me
damn invisibility.

The beast within me is weeping
the final petals falling
and still the beauty's heart is set in stone.

I wander the earth a fallen god
leaving behind me tears of love
for my lost divinity...

[Groks]

do you want to get me started on your grammer? Oh...ok....I won't......
Very poetic therapy....did it work??