Post by Haunted_Broken_Wings on Jun 19, 2008 13:18:49 GMT -6
Help me
I'm drowning in my sorrows
I'm suffocating
What is going on?
I don't know
I can't follow this
Why is everyone crying?
This...this is all so new
Why can't they see me?
I don't remember anything
I can't feel what is around me
I'm screaming my questions,
but no one will answer!
What is going on here?!?
I look over...
I'm in a funeral home
What am I doing here?
Who died?
I see the casket
I slowly walk towards it
I look into the solid black box
I see....me
I'm the one that died
I remember now
I killed myself
But I can't remember why
I never thought this many people cared
I thought everybody hated me
I wouldn't have done this
Had I only known
Lord
help me carry on
I didn't mean any harm
I thought their lives would be easier
Why did I do this?
I feel a strange sensation
Welling up in my throat
My vision becomes blurry
I'm beginning to cry
These emotions begin to carry out
I'm not crying because I'm dead
I'm crying because everyone around me
Because I hurt them
I didn't know that I would
Please Lord,
I'm begging you
I don't care
What happens to me
Just take care of my family
I see my mother
This isn't right
She shouldn't have to bury
The last thing
She had in her life
She shouldn't have to bury me
Father died
Just last year
We had to bury him
I'm all that she had left
Why did I do this?
The more I see
The more I wonder why
I see my best friend
She's standing in a corner
She's sobbing
She can't even look in the casket
With my body in it
I feel so bad
Why Lord,
Why did I do this?
Nobody here deserved to go through this
Why did it have to be me?
I squeeze my eyes shut
Yelling,...
WHY ME!?!
I slowly open my eyes
I'm staring at the ceiling
I'm in my room
I'm in a cold sweat
Still in my pajamas
I run downstairs
I see my mother
She sees me
She notices me
I run to her
I giver her a hug
I tell her how much I've missed her
Now I know
Everyone does care
I can't believe that today
I was going to kill myself
Thank you, Lord
For showing me that dream
For showing me
That people do care about me
Thank you,
For saving me
I'm drowning in my sorrows
I'm suffocating
What is going on?
I don't know
I can't follow this
Why is everyone crying?
This...this is all so new
Why can't they see me?
I don't remember anything
I can't feel what is around me
I'm screaming my questions,
but no one will answer!
What is going on here?!?
I look over...
I'm in a funeral home
What am I doing here?
Who died?
I see the casket
I slowly walk towards it
I look into the solid black box
I see....me
I'm the one that died
I remember now
I killed myself
But I can't remember why
I never thought this many people cared
I thought everybody hated me
I wouldn't have done this
Had I only known
Lord
help me carry on
I didn't mean any harm
I thought their lives would be easier
Why did I do this?
I feel a strange sensation
Welling up in my throat
My vision becomes blurry
I'm beginning to cry
These emotions begin to carry out
I'm not crying because I'm dead
I'm crying because everyone around me
Because I hurt them
I didn't know that I would
Please Lord,
I'm begging you
I don't care
What happens to me
Just take care of my family
I see my mother
This isn't right
She shouldn't have to bury
The last thing
She had in her life
She shouldn't have to bury me
Father died
Just last year
We had to bury him
I'm all that she had left
Why did I do this?
The more I see
The more I wonder why
I see my best friend
She's standing in a corner
She's sobbing
She can't even look in the casket
With my body in it
I feel so bad
Why Lord,
Why did I do this?
Nobody here deserved to go through this
Why did it have to be me?
I squeeze my eyes shut
Yelling,...
WHY ME!?!
I slowly open my eyes
I'm staring at the ceiling
I'm in my room
I'm in a cold sweat
Still in my pajamas
I run downstairs
I see my mother
She sees me
She notices me
I run to her
I giver her a hug
I tell her how much I've missed her
Now I know
Everyone does care
I can't believe that today
I was going to kill myself
Thank you, Lord
For showing me that dream
For showing me
That people do care about me
Thank you,
For saving me