See My Pain

[Haunted_Broken_Wings]

Look at me

and see the pain in my eyes

think about everything

everything that we have been through

can you really turn away that quickly?

and shut me completly out of your life?

Can you honestly say that you don't care?



Look at my bleeding heart

just look at it

let the blood of my broken heart

bleed over your yes

then you will be able to see my pain



My bloody tears will never stp

So i take my blade and add another slice to my body

Someplace where nobody can see it

so that only i will know

how much pain i am in

for you dont seem to care



So i turn from you

and look in the mirror

i see me, my makeup smeared

with blood trickling down my face

and only i will know how much pain am in

can't you see what you are putting me through?



I am going insane

In this prison called life

i can never know true happiness

and i look down at the cuts from the past years

and i remember why each one has been made



To feel in control

To help the pain go away

isn't it true that you

forget one pain if you

add onother in it's place?

that is why i made those cuts

one cut for each lie

one cut for every tear



Just take one look at me

Tell me how ou truly feel

Do you truly hate me as you say you do?

Do you really never want to see me again?



I thought you were my one true love

But now i know that that doesn't exist in this

or any other life

This one might actually drive me over the edge



could you deal with yourself if it does?

Knowing that you were the main source of my pain

and knowing that you caused me to go mad



Can you live your life knowing that?

hope that you sleep soundly tonight

But wake up in a pool of blood

Then you realize how much pain i am in



Just forget everything

I may take awhile to

I trusted you

I thought i loved you

But it was all a lie



Oops there is another reason for yet another cut

Right on my leg

No one can see it there

No one would even bother to look



On my wrists the scars are fading

But on my hear

I dont know

if there are any spots NOT covered in a scar

Covered int he scars of my past

The ones that lied to me

Just to getwhat they wanted



So i say to you

Goodbye and good life

For you may never see me again

I may not ever see what it is like to live a happy life

Be happy with that bitch that took you from me



And i hope that you are able

to live with yourself after this

When you realize you left me for a whore

and when you come crawling back

i wont be there

i will no longer be here, waiting for you



And leave me be

while my heart bleeds

and my bloody tears stain my face

forever more



Can you see my pain now?

[Groks]

I've been through a few cutting episodes myself...I was a wimp, though, I cut on top of my wrists, just enough to make a mess without endangering my life. I've long since stopped, though. I hope you are too.

[Haunted_Broken_Wings]

I have stopped... sorta.. I still get the urge to do so. But yes, I cut, though I haven't done so for a while now. I have been trying to get some of my friends to stop doing so.